Today is the last day of my sem break before Y4S1 starts. The feeling right now is quite weird...Time flies...To be honest, I am still not ready to start the new semester, and it will be hectic after the new semester starts. It is also the final year of my 4 years degree of study, and the final year's project is waiting for me.......Haih...
Actually, I just had one week to rest after finishing the internship last week. I don't know why I am so tired these few days. My routine is just to sleep, eat, sleep and eat. I feel like I don't want to do anything at this moment. No motivation, no power, no mood and no spirit at all. It is just like all the energy in my body is exhausted.
In other words, I just escaped reality and didn't want to face the fact and truth. I am really a coward and useless, and I am wasting my time, my life and anything around me. I wanna get away from those negative feelings, seriously. But what should I do?？
Hahahaha...Actually, there are many things that I can do. But it depends on my determination, perseverance, discipline and decision. We can't wait for the opportunity to come, but we have to create the chance ourselves. Ya...I know all of it, but I have to take action instead of just knowing the meaning of those sentences.
It is kinda childish for me to say those things using this way. But it is totally okay for me because I just want to be myself and don't care how others think about me 😛 So that's all for today. It is a kinda relief after expressing my feeling here. Cheer up, Min Yue! Tomorrow will be a better day 😉
