Tuesday, 16 March 2021

Back to Malacca & Sem 6 started

3 月 13日                                                   星期六                                                       晴天

        这一天,早上9时我自己驾车从我家出发回马六甲。 不过我的朋友志旺也有回,他驾自己的myvi跟随我得车尾一路回到马六甲。 一路都很顺没什么车,也许是因为CMCO不允许跨州。差不多3小时我们正要进Ayer Keroh Tol 的时候 竟然塞车。750m 外就开始塞了......一塞就塞了几个小时!! 完全不会动!! 差不多用了2小时半才到那个Tol 前面~ 可想而知是多么的夸张...那个Tol就在眼前却看着它很久都过不到!! 差不多2.45终于过了Tol....哪里知道....前面6条lane 变成1条lane...又塞了一个小时才过了那个Police checking station....真的是累到无法形容。第一次驾了差不多6小时+的车程,而且我没吃到早午餐,饿到我已经没感觉了....


        然后拿东西给朋友和direct senior,才去已经租了的屋子。到那边的时候都差不多4点多了...然后开始搬自己东西和打扫房间和家里...弄到来都差不多6点多了。Then陪志旺去国铨的家搬他之前留在宿舍的东西。这是我第一次去国铨家,才知道原来他的家是在哪里 啊哈哈哈!蛮大间下~不错不错 我们都很饿了,所以直接去family mart买晚餐。我们都买了一样口味的便当,然后就回家梳洗。我们差不多8点多才吃我们的晚餐~真的是累到极点😵😵

        吃饱后,我们就各自会自己的房间休息了。这一天我蛮早睡觉,因为真的太累了撑不下去了。晚安世界😴😴

*现在住的家还可以,只是有些缺点就是它正对着10字路口,华人很pandang的,因为很有煞气会影响我们容易生病等等~ 不过不要想那么多,反正也是住几个月而已~~ 还要就是它的大门没得锁哦~哈哈哈 有点危险!还要就是没有WiFi~要自己买data用哦~哎



Monday, 8 March 2021

Last Sunday in My Home Sweet Home :(

        Today is Sunday, and this will be the last Sunday I spend in my lovely home before going back to Malacca. My feeling right now is kind of frustration, complexity and worried.
        
        Since last year's lockdown on 17 Mac, I have stayed in my hometown. It has been almost one year. I am unhappy when asked to go back to campus by the HEP for the coming new semester. 

         Actually, it is quite incompatible for me. Because I longed to go back to campus last semester, but now I really don't want to go back to campus. I am getting used to staying at home to have online learning even though it was so stressful. The pros of staying home are that you can save money, there is no need to worry about the meals, be more comfortable, etc. The cons will be loads of homework and distractions from neighbours or family members.

        So technically, I just left a few days before I left home. I really hope that everything will be going well and smoothly. I wish I would be strong enough to adapt to any situation, no matter how bad the situation is. It's time to grow up! Frankly, I am not young anymore. I can't escape from reality but have to learn to accept that life is sorrow. Hahhaha...It looks so deep.😗
       
        Haiya, don't talk about something that is not delightful. I just spent my afternoon time with my best friends. We had our lunch in Sushi Mentai Kampar. It was full, and /the food still can be acceptable. The rating will be 7/10. But unfortunately, the choice of food is lesser than what the shop that I went to before in Cheras. After finishing our lunch, we went to The Alley to have some boba milk tea. Siew Wen and I didn't order boba milk tea because we were so full, and my mum was cook dessert for me this morning. That's why I decided not to order so that I could drink that "Mak Chuk Tong Sui", also called wheat porridge dessert, once I arrived home. 

        I had eaten corn and Kuih Kapit, which contain peanuts inside. Also, Mak Chuk Tong Sui. After that, I cleaned up the whole house, but the upstairs was omitted. It takes me around 1 hour to sweep and mop the floor. Tired.......But to think positively, it is an exercise to let me sweat and might burn some calories as well😂 When I am done with the cleaning, I straight away take a bath because my mum has given me an order to glow incense sticks. Because my grandma went to Kampar to visit her brother and she cannot make it.

        At night, I followed my mum to her sister's house to attend a party—her daughter-in-law's son's 1st birthday🎉. There is a lot of food such as sushi from Sushi Mentai, mashed potatoes, cheezy wedges and fried chickens from KFC, fried sin chew mee hoon, fried rice, fried fishball, watermelon, and osmanthus jelly. The most important is the birthday cake! It's yummy and delicious! Do you know what the price of the cake is?? It was around RM 138😱 Is it make you surprised?! Hahahaha! I think it is pricey due to the decoration. And also, it is homemade and needs to be ordered in advance. 

        We back home at 9p.m.And the next thing will make you feel surprised. Do you guess what it is??😏I started to eat the second round when I got home. I ate the steamed taro cake which was made by my aunt. It tastes not bad, just it is thick and quite oily since she put so many fried onions on the top of it. After that, I still ate corn...FAT!!!!

        So this is how I spent my Sunday😇 Goodnight, the human.





Friday, 5 March 2021

Back to Blogger

        I'm back here after two years. I also don't know why I suddenly open back my blogger. It takes me some time to edit the layout and makes some changes. When I looked back at the statistics for my previous posts, I found that the view of the posts increased. (Maybe it is just an illusion, hahaha) To be honest, I was shocked. It is because I don't think others will know my blogger. Even my friends also don't know about it since I didn't mention it never and ever.

        Why did I start to write the blogger again? Actually, finding a place where I could express my emotion and all the negativity. Then, why blogger? There were many of my friends on other social media platforms such as Facebook, Instagram, Wechat, or WhatsApp, and I didn't want to let them worried about me or know about me too much. Stay mysterious...

       I feel very disappointed with my current semester result. My GPA has dropped so much compared to last semester. It was out of my expectation! I don't know how to describe those feelings. My friends scored very well in their final based on what I know. Most of their GPA/CGPA have increased so much. I think I am the only one who did very bad in the final. I realised that hard work doesn't pay off. You know, I have suffered during the final exam week. It was terrible and insecure. I totally cannot sleep well every day. I pretend like I don't care about the exam and don't study anything to calm my friends. 

        I taught my friend what I had understood on the topic he asked about. In the end, my grade for that subject was worse compared to theirs. Do you know how it feels? It is like you give everything and help them score better than yourself. I know I shouldn't have this kind of mind. Please forgive me. I hope I can do well in the coming new semester. Everything will be going fine, please. I really wanna give up already...

       To be frank, the course that I am studying right now is not what I want to study. The more I studied, the more I felt unhappy. I think that I am really not the piece of material to study engineering course. It takes me a few years to find out what course I like and which is suitable for me. The answer is the accounting or language course. I have wasted so much time. I am feeling wanna drop out of university...I cannot see my future, and it is a blackout there. I am feeling miserable and worried about my future. I don't even know whether I can graduate in 2022.

        I feel very sorry for my parents and brothers. My parents have given everything to me to make sure I live well. They didn't demand me to score all As in every exam. They always tell me that it is totally okay to try my best no matter what result I get. But I always have a mind that I must score very well so that they will feel proud of me. All of my brothers are smart, but I am stupid. They did well in their academics. For example, my big brother studied master's level in university and graduated a few years ago. My second brother, who currently works in Singapore, graduated with first-class honours in his previous university. My youngest brother, who lives in Japan, also graduated from master's level last year and now he works in Nissan company. I feel stressed because I am scared I cannot do well like they did. 

      People will say, " Min Yue, why your brother is all so smart, but you are not doing well?? eh Min Yue, why your brother can graduate successfully, but you are not?? Why???  (This might happen when I am not doing well) I remember those days when I was in primary school. One of my teachers told me that please behave like my three brothers. They are well-disciplined and hardworking. They didn't play so often like you. (I used to walk around in my village area every day after school) So now I will not feel stressed???

      But don't get me wrong. I didn't hate my brothers, but we were so close to each other in real. I love them and like to spend my time with them. Although we didn't see each other since last year CNY due to covid-19. But we still managed to video call.

        I think I have to stop here...hahaha....let's continue next time, yo! Bye!!👧

*Disclaimer: Sorry for my broken English😖



        

        

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